@kcladyz I can't watch the video. I'm sitting here now with tears. The love you have for him comes through from your words here.
I'm so sorry your heart hurts. When I was a kid my Aunt and Uncle never had children but they had several parakeets. They were their baby's. I'd go over to there house and spend the night. It was so much fun being there with them.
They taught the birds to eat from the corner of their mouths and talk, it was fun.
I'm so sorry. Take care and know I am thinking of you.