house_cat please reemember our prayers are with all of you, during this very trying time...
During these moments of doubt I will give you some insight as to how I handled difficult situations...and it may lighten your burden and understand how many others faced their indecisions, lack of belief, and fears of the unknown relative to passing on from this earthly plane and into the next realm of pain free eternal life.
When I lost my beloved husband of 45+ years, and exactly 2 weeks later I also lost my beloved Mother, I went into such deep shock, isolation, and very deep depression for a very very long time.
Day became night, and even with the sun shining my world became filled with constant darkness, intense grief, and a tsunami of bitter never ending tears flowed from my eyes from morning through night.
Each day was the same as the day before...Hopeless and filled with such horrific sadness and intense pain, that I only wished to join all my family because being a sole survivor, is indeed a very heartbreaking experience.
After a very long time I knew I was slowly giving up on life as we know it, I had lost 40 pounds, dredded living with such pain day and night, so I also knew I had to do something to give meaning again to the reason for my still being alive, even if the last survivor of my entire large clan.
Below is what I chose to do which brought more intense meaning, hope, faith, love, and comfort back into my life...and I hope reading all this, also bring you and yours comfort as well.
I volunteered in Nursing homes and Hospitals where many terminally ill had no loved ones left, or their families stopped communicating completely, and that was very sad.
It gave me great comfort to know the terminally ill I sat with who were all alone, would not necessarilly die all alone, unloved, and not cared for.
I wiped away many a tear, read many a Bible verse, said many prayers, wrote many letters, made many phone calls, and tried my best to ensure while I was there as a volunteer, these lovely terminally ill people would not enter into their next realm, without knowing someone was there and cared about them.
It is very strange, but even many who said they did not believe in any religion at all, when their day to pass on approached, they sat with outstretched hands and eyes filled with shock, awe and wonder.
Their words spoken were the following:
I see beautiful very large Angels, and they want to take me with them, and I want to go with them.
I see Jesus Christ and his eyes are so blue, and he is filled with love, and I want to go with him.
I see my deceased loved ones gathered at the foot of my bed smiling at me.
I see my deceased loved ones gathered in the cornor of the room by the window, waving and smiliing at me, calling me to join them.
Atheist or not many seem to have found religion, and the wonder of miracles right before they passed through that invisible doorway, and continued their journey into their next realm of peaceful joyful pain free eternal existence.
To live with hope and religious faith is a blessing, but many who do not believe, in the end find their own way and believe, others just enter a very happy deep peaceful slumber and acceptance .
Many still believe in nothing, and prefer to just succumb to the inevitable.
All in all I do believe only the Divine Creator knows the reasons why many of these end of earthly life miracles occur, and only us mortals can hope when our time comes it will be as enriching and wonderful, as all the passings I have personally witnessed which deeply touched my heart, and enriched my hope and religious faith.
I believe in the end of our life on earth, we all eventually find our own way in accordance to the kind of life we led on earth, no matter what our religious, or on religious beliefs truly are.
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