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Registered: ‎03-09-2010

Hi all .... I know this will sound small to most of you, but, I saw my counselor this morning - he's on the 4th floor of the building he is in. I always walk up and down the steps because I am terrified of elevators. Well, once I'm able to go back for an appt., after the surgery, I know I won't be able to walk up 4 flights of steps, sooooooo I have no option other than to take the elevator ..... P A N I C! We talked about it this morning and we're going to start to work on it through reconditioning. I know why I have this phobia, but that doesn't help me get into it. When those doors shut ..... well, I hear every creak and sound it makes and once the doors open ... hopefully no one is in front of me or I might just run them over! Oh dear, oh dear. I think I'm more scared about this than the surgery itself! What a nutcase I can be!

abby