Wellness

[tiggery]

I'm currently taking meds for being bipolar. Im going thru some major stressors at the moment. My oldest son is going to court for theft (at the age of 13), not to mention when he finishes school this year he is going to live with his biological father. Not to mention at the end of the year, my husband is losing his job. I feel beyond hopeless and like I'm a horrible mother for all that is going on with my children. I wish I could say letting him go live with his dad would be a good thing,but I know it isn't. To say my heart is broken is a understatement. If it were possible to stay in bed all day I would. And yes, I have thought about hurting/killing myself. Being bipolar, when negative things happen in my life, it seems to take longer than normal to get over. I'm going to go Monday and discuss with my dr what else I can do. Any suggestions or ideas would be greatly appreciated. I don't need any negative responses please. I have enough negativity going on in my head right now. Thanks!