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[MalteseMomma]

I know I'm slowly loosing my MrB. He is peacefully(thank God) sound asleep 22 hrs out of the day.He wakes up to eat,get his cookie.He goes out to do his business.Maybe he will stay out a few minutes.Then he is right back to a sound sleep again for hrs and hrs.Once in a while he perks up and the old MrB shines through and he will chase a bird away or something but it is fleeting.He is not sick or anything or in any pain from anything except from his arthritis pain in his 4 legs and back. 1/2 Baby asprin helps that. He is just sleeping very peacefully all the time.

We do manage to get in a small walk around the block every day.

I am so sad.I'm missing him so much already and he isn't gone yet.I know this is perparing me for when he is gone but my heart is breaking.

Like now,it's 11:30 and he did not get up yet from 9pm last nite,except to change beds.He always was a "bed hopper".I don't know if I should make him get up or what.To keep him on scedule.It's raining very hard outside so I have let him alone except for a few kisses and some loving.

My heart will sure be empty without him in my life.