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[forrestwolf]

I have been putting myself int a torture. I have not read any books on animals, or watching any movies on animals since my baby crossed the rainbow bridge in January. I finally gave in and watched the movies HACHI and ACE OF HEARTS. These are true stories. I have cried my eyeballs out I am just feeling very emotional this weekend about my baby. I am trying to find a home for a lost dog here, and dealing with working in a prison, as a nurse, and trying to help all and make life a little bit better. I have made more post in the last 24 hours, than I have made in the last month. I just miss my Savannah sooooooooo much. I do not know what has set this off. Maybe, that I have talked with 2 friends that I have not talked to in the last year, and the yare triggering my emotions with Savannh and when I lost saw them.One of then had a Jack Russell that I to danced with, until he was suddenly killed by a car. She enjoyed both of them. I am thinking of the dogs that I lost as a child. My mind is suddenly focused on all of the animals in my life. I am remembering the day I had to put my favorite horse to sleep. I can not get my mind off of all the bad things that are happening me related to animals. I belong to an animal group, but right now, we do not even have law enforcement in the county, and I live in the county. We are a very rich county in GA, but have no law enforcement. I feel that I am in the old west. I know that I am only 1 person, and can not save the world, but I just can not get over my trying!!!! I am surrounded by wolves in my bedroom, and I know what is happening to them I am just fixated on animals this weekend, and I can not shake it. I know that you animal lovers understand, just hope you can understand my anger, frustration, and saddness.