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[dreamytoo]

I lost my father in December...things were crazy at that time so while I was upset, my true grief was delayed. When it came on it came on strong and it seems to be getting more difficult to deal with.

Day to day stuff is sinking in and even though my father was sick for about 4 years, and his mind was not good a lot of the times and really not there at all the last few months...he was still there - I knew he loved me, and not so much words but his eyes said it all some times.

To realize when things break I don't have my daddy to ask how to fix it anymore...or when I am hurting he is not there to ask me if I am ok and tell me he loves me. Yes I am a daddys girl and always will be.

Forgive me for sharing here, but I have no one to talk to about this - not once in 5 months has anyone asked me how I am doing since my father passed away. I have always been expected to be the strong one...I am not always so strong.

I feel as if my entire life has changed and I am lost...will it always feel like this?

I miss my daddy...