I decided to follow-up on Buddy's condition (to my other post "Help With Elderly Dog") with a new post. The comment posted by the other person about her dog was just too upsetting for me. It was too graphic and when I read it I felt like someone punched me in the stomach.
So thank you all for your continued thoughts and concerns. Buddy is doing somewhat better. They increased the medication he was on becuase originally it was too low of a dosage for his size. I think I've gotten him on a good regimine. He takes the pills in the morning and at night. He is sleeping more but is getting rest. He's not as anxious and he seems more calm. He's eating well and doing his business OK. I realize at some point he will start to decline. I won't let him get to a point where he is suffering, but I just don't think it's time yet. I'm not being selfish. I am very aware of his every move and watch him closely for any changes. He still stays close to me at all times.
Again, thank you all for your thoughts and prayers.
"Never water yourself down just because someone can't handle you 100% proof."