She is gone!

Rainbows and Roses · ‎06-04-2011

My dear friend that I loved so much that moved away........committed suicide Saturday afternoon........the funeral was today..........I did not know..........her elderly dad was so upset of course he could not think to call me.......it happened so fast......we spoke two weeks ago and I had to travel and she was trying to rest and get things in order in her new home and had things to do and now she is just gone and the dinner I went to Saturday night........well she was flown to the hospital here..........I had no idea she was here.........her dad was in the hospital in the state she moved to and he had to get out of the hospital to be with her while she was on the machine.......she died really quickly.......I am really upset of course......she is gone.......we won't ever talk again until I go to Heaven..........she had mental issues so I know she is in Heaven. Please keep her dad and brother in your prayers. Thank you so much. I feel so lost.........never getting to talk to her again.

scotttie · ‎03-09-2010

Oh no. My condolences RandR. How awful for her family and friends.

croemer · ‎03-10-2010

Sorry.

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Lakk · ‎03-10-2010

R&R (((hugs))) SO sorry to lose a good friend especially this way. Prayers ascending.

september · ‎03-09-2010

I'm very sorry. I'm sure you'll miss her so much. Hugs to you.

Rainbows and Roses · ‎06-04-2011

Thank you. I feel so sad and lost.........I don't even feel like taking my sleeping pill tonight......I don't think I can even sleep with it........just to know that it is over and she is gone.....she did not want to die but recently had voices in her head......and they were saying horrible things for her to do.......it was a bit scary for me but I knew she would never do anything on purpose.....she was saved and had such a sweet soul.......she suffered so with bi-polar and depression........she helped me so much when I was so very sick last year and I in turned helped her and packed her up so she could move to be close to her elderly dad.......she had a hard time making friends being bipolar because people were afraid of her behavior sometimes but she did not scare me except one time........but she got her meds right and we thought she was going to breeze through.......that poor dad..........her sister in law was never nice to her........she has to live with that......many people hurt my friends feelings but I can say I have no regrets and that I was there for her when no one else was but her dad.......we all need someone to care for us and we don't need people saying mean things........it cuts deep to the heart of a soul.............if you know someone that is sad........please check on them and let them know you love them. I know she did not think about me before her act but I sure wish she would have called me and I think she would still be alive..........I helped her so many times but she did not call this time.

Rainbows and Roses · ‎06-04-2011

Thank you all. I posted so this might help someone you know that is sad and depressed.......maybe checking on them and doing something nice for them will save their life. Blessings to you all and thank you. I am just numb. She went with me to my son's wedding knowing I was so sick and needed support.......I used to cook for her and me every night last year for months......but especially the year before I did the most cooking since I was so sick last year...........