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Registered: ‎03-09-2010

I can't believe I'm actually typing this. My heart feels like it's going to burst in my chest.

My Chyna girl is dying. She's almost 21, she was diagnosed with CRF in 2008.

I'm having a really, really hard time letting go. I've been waiting for a sign that she's ready, but I'm so scared to make that final decision.

The thought of driving to the vet with a living creature, and walking out with only a warm body and no breath, makes me feel crazy. I did this three years ago with my little boy, I just don't know if I can do it again.

It's so hard to breath right now.