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[forrestwolf]

This is the 4th post I have tried to put in this evening!!!!!!!! I will now try again, as it keeps saying I have an inappropriate word!!!!!! I just wanted to say that I am very angry today. I am missing Savannah sooooo much. Her cremains sit on the end of my bed, where, she used to sleep in the good 'ole days when she could still jump up on my bed. I started crying this morning when I was tell her about the Westminister best in show winner and told her she will always be my best in show!!! I work in a prison, only 1 of 2 mental health facilities, in the state of Georgia. I have to deal with liars, manipulators, and, people that have committed animal crulety acts, and those that have done things to women and children, hince forth, I can not actually name the legal act, but can we say gender offenders, and have to treat them with diginity and accept what that have done and show no emotion. No, I am not going to change my job, I have been a nurse for 29 years, and I just deal. I used to enjoy coming home every evening and see my Savannah's smiling face and kisses, and for a while I would forget all the rest of the world.

What I really wanted to say is, that I wish I could crawl into my computer and give all of you a big hug for dealing with your grief, anger at your vets, and so concerned about you furbabies, and for those who choose animals that do not have fur!!!!! I know what it is like to waite on test results, watch and nurse a sick baby, and just have to cry and have your heart break and hurt soooooooooooo bad. I can not write to each of you on an individual basis, as I have a stupid computer, but there just seems to be so many of us lately dealing with such heartbreaking and heart wretching issues--Chickenbutt, I understand about your prayer issue, as I am Cherokee Indian, and many just can not understand my ways of dealing with my spirits. I hope you all know that our babies are enjoying life at rainbow bridge and are just waiting for us.

I guess that now posting for the 4th time, has helped me get out some of my anger, and understand, I am not looking for a response to this post, although, all are welcome, but I just want you all to know that this MOM understands where you are and where you have been, and I truly care. I am throwing myself into my animal advocate group-NO MORE GAS CHAMBERS IN THE STATE OF GEORGIA!!!!!!!!!!! YEAH!!!!!!!!!! And I am working with my historical society, and with the high school history kids with history trips. I am working with my wolves, but wolves are not in the state of Georgia, so I have to do that from afar.

I truly appreciate all of you and I am thinking of you, and I do feel your pain, as many people do not understand our devotion and love

Sorry for such a long post, but please understand, I have no family left, and I appreciate your time, and allowing me to vent on my written words.