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[Rainbows and Roses]

The last 48 hours have been so very hard for me........I have been so very sick.......it is the withdrawl from Trazadone....I have not experienced anything like this since my head injury........I am under care so I am not asking for help. It has been to where I have felt like I wanted to die.........and I have been thinking today about all of the things that I have said and that have been said to me on these boards.

My intention was to never judge anyone when I came to these boards and to never argue or bring trouble. All of the things I have posted as I love Hummingsbirds and Rainbows and Roses were true. If at times I was confused......I am sorry. I did not come here for attention although many times I have been lonely and to those that don't know me I am sure it seemed like I was seeking attention.

This post is not intended for anyone to respond but I want to give attention to the ones that have not cared for me. I wish the best for you all and I want you to all be happy. No matter who you choose to serve or not serve in your faith I respect you. No matter what you believe in I respect YOU for who you are. You are all special in life. I am truly sorry for ever posting anything unkind. I am writing this because without meaning to I think my posts have put some people on the defensive and I never meant to do that. Again, I do believe we all get up each day and do the best we possibly can.

I do care for all of you.