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Super Contributor
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Registered: ‎06-04-2011

I need some company. It is Spring and I want to be alive again.........I want to take care of my skin and walk.........and do what I need to do. My home is clean but I have been neglecting my skin and face and exercise. It helps me if I know someone is working with me. SO, I thought of this site.......for those that want to join me........and give your suggestions and it makes me accountable.

So today I put in my restasis in my eyes......washed my face....but on my brightening cream and SPF cream and I am going to an appointment and when I come back I am going to have to walk. So who is with me? Thank you.

Honored Contributor
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Does your local YMCA or park have a walking track or path where you can stroll with others seeking activity?

Super Contributor
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No they closed it down. I have a treadmill at home.......I need to get on it. I should have named this DIARY of a woman needing someone to work with me. lol OR DIARY of What I Did today productive.

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I saw my brain doctor this past Monday and it was a great visit but since I am alone in human form....my friend moved away.........my other friend here in town is getting married and I am looking for another church so he wants me to go to a therapist and talk about my loss...........loss of being able to work in the public..........loss of the moving of my friends.........loss regarding my accident..........loss of my son moving away and not being close to my grandbaby so I am going to go talk to someone about the loss in my life and to get excited again about living. Plus to talk about this disease that there is no cure that is so painful...........

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Lol, I need a trainer to yell at me to get me motivated, these days. It's been a long winter...

Super Contributor
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R&R I'm sorry things are hard for you. Have you thought of using some of your time to volunteer somewhere? Or get involved in a place of worship?

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R&R how was that group you said you went to? Some group met one evening recently...

Super Contributor
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I have tried to volunteer and there is nothing that I want to do so far and the things I have wanted to do did not need me and I am looking for a place to worship but I am looking for a place that worships on Shabbat............and there is a place but it is 30 miles away..........also I worship in my home but I have been really hurt by two churches that I have gone to that I just don't see anything here in this small town that is uplifting to me...........I am going to go for therapy and I know they will say the same things are you precious ladies are suggesting. I don't like the town I live in and I want to move but at this time being here is best for me due to one of the doctors that I have that is helping me with this incurable disease and I just hate looking for another doctor........and they may not be as understanding or caring and with my insurance I have to see if anyone will take it...........I have days of ups and downs like everyone else.........I just wanted a BUDDY to be with me on taking better care of my physical looks and encourage each other and that is why I posted this on the board.

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MJ 12 everyone was so nice but I went into the loss group and there were six of us and we had 4 minutes to say what we felt or where going through..........then the leader prayed for us and it was over.........I was in shock thinking it would be like a discussion group and sharing and encouraging but it was just each lady telling what was going on in their life or wrong with them and then we left......so it is not what I need.

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Well I posted and it did not show. There were six women and we had four minutes to talk about our week or how we felt or what was wrong on going on and then the bell went off after 4 minutes and then the leader prayed and we left. I need a discussion group with encouragement not tell and leave.