https://community.qvc.com/t5/Community-Chat/Does-it-ever-really-get-easier/m-p/202298#M91020 <P>I lost my father in December...things were crazy at that time so while I was upset, my true grief was delayed. When it came on it came on strong and it seems to be getting more difficult to deal with.</P> <P>Day to day stuff is sinking in and even though my father was sick for about 4 years, and his mind was not good a lot of the times and really not there at all the last few months...he was still there - I knew he loved me, and not so much words but his eyes said it all some times. </P> <P>To realize when things break I don't have my daddy to ask how to fix it anymore...or when I am hurting he is not there to ask me if I am ok and tell me he loves me. Yes I am a daddys girl and always will be.</P> <P>Forgive me for sharing here, but I have no one to talk to about this - not once in 5 months has anyone asked me how I am doing since my father passed away. I have always been expected to be the strong one...I am not always so strong.</P> <P>I feel as if my entire life has changed and I am lost...will it always feel like this?</P> <P>I miss my daddy...</P> Thu, 10 May 2012 22:32:17 GMT dreamytoo 2012-05-10T22:32:17Z https://community.qvc.com/t5/Community-Chat/Does-it-ever-really-get-easier/m-p/202298#M91020 <P>I lost my father in December...things were crazy at that time so while I was upset, my true grief was delayed. When it came on it came on strong and it seems to be getting more difficult to deal with.</P> <P>Day to day stuff is sinking in and even though my father was sick for about 4 years, and his mind was not good a lot of the times and really not there at all the last few months...he was still there - I knew he loved me, and not so much words but his eyes said it all some times. </P> <P>To realize when things break I don't have my daddy to ask how to fix it anymore...or when I am hurting he is not there to ask me if I am ok and tell me he loves me. Yes I am a daddys girl and always will be.</P> <P>Forgive me for sharing here, but I have no one to talk to about this - not once in 5 months has anyone asked me how I am doing since my father passed away. I have always been expected to be the strong one...I am not always so strong.</P> <P>I feel as if my entire life has changed and I am lost...will it always feel like this?</P> <P>I miss my daddy...</P> Thu, 10 May 2012 22:32:17 GMT https://community.qvc.com/t5/Community-Chat/Does-it-ever-really-get-easier/m-p/202298#M91020 dreamytoo 2012-05-10T22:32:17Z