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Retiring

Kalli — Fri, 20 May 2016 01:17:53 GMT

Caught between happiness and sadness. You work your whole life to get to the point when you no longer have to work. At first, retirement is so distant, you just push it to the back of your mind. Then one day, you wake up and realize it's almost here. Where did the time go???

I'm excited but I'm also feeling a sense of loss. Don't get me wrong. I'm looking forward to having more time to do the things I want to do, like go trail riding at 10 am on a Tuesday just because I feel like it. Or staying up late to watch the end of a movie and not having to worry about being tired at work the next day. And of course, my parents are elderly and in need of my help, so this means I'll have more time to be there for them.

It's exciting but I also never thought I'd feel so sad. I'm mourning the loss of my career....but it's not really my career, it's my involvement with the people I've worked with and for all these years. I love what I do but didn't realize it would be so bittersweet to leave and retire. I'll certainly cry on my last day. Sheesh.

Re: Retiring

hoosieroriginal — Fri, 20 May 2016 01:26:26 GMT

I retired 2 years ago - you will find you can't figure out where the week went. I'm so busy now, I have no idea how I got everything done when I worked. People used to say, "it's just the best". It really is.

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teainlondon — Fri, 20 May 2016 01:27:42 GMT

I wish I could tell you how happy I am that I am retired, but I am not. I grieve every day for the interaction with colleagues. I found that many who still work distance themselves and I don't have anything in common with them since I am not in the thick of it. I was busy and going and enjoyed the meetings and discussions. Now that is not a part of my life. I don't like to be by myself. It's just my DH and me. He is retired but still works part time. He has a reason to get out of the house and be with people. I am at home alone.

I mourn every day and often am too depressed to do anything. I was never a housewife; I had domestic help that did the cleaning and cooking. Now that's left to me, and I am a lousy housewife.

I would give anything if I could go back to work.

Re: Retiring

GCR18 — Fri, 20 May 2016 01:29:22 GMT

You can still meet up with your friends from work. Plan a few lunches or dinners before you leave for the upcoming month. I can't wait for that day to come. Unfortunately, it's further out than I'd like. Congratulations, it will be great.

Re: Retiring

Kachina624 — Fri, 20 May 2016 01:31:48 GMT

Yes, @Kalli, there's no question retirement is a major life change. You'll miss the company of your co-workers, the challenges of your job, even going out to lunch with friends. You'll soon find yourself wondering how you ever found time to work, you'll be so busy.

Just think of all the time you'll have with your horse. I spent a major amount of time doing parental medical appointments since both were legally blind and couldn't drive. Many people get simple part-time jobs or sign up for volunteer work. Do you have any of those horse rehab programs in your area? They're always looking for volunteers.

Trust me, you're going to have a blast. When is your last day of work? Cry your tears that day then get on with the best part of your life!

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Meowingkitty — Fri, 20 May 2016 01:32:24 GMT

I got laid off 2 years ago and decided not to find another job. I could not get out of there fast enough. I was so done with corporate America I just could not mentally and emotionally deal with the bs everyday. I am so happy. I didn't have a career just a job I hated at a company I hated. I love not working. There are days I am productive and days I'm not. It doesn't matter. It's nice to be able to do things as they crop up and not have to fit it in around work or do everything on the weekend. My husband got his layoff notice effective July 1st and he had a career and he is so done with work he isn't going to look for a new job. It came a couple of years earlier than we wanted but we have no debt so the only issue is finding health insurance that won't break the bank since we are both in our early 60's and can't get Medicare yet.

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Shawnie — Fri, 20 May 2016 01:34:20 GMT

I retired some years ago and I felt the same way. By the time i retired I thought that I had myself together. Finances were solid. But what i didnt realize was that i would miss the work, the structure and the validation of worth that my career had given me. So often a person is just tired and ready to run into retirement but once they wake up from the fog they realize that they/me have to rewrite the second half of their life. I am still figuring it out. I learned that i needed and enjoyed working so i found something parttime that pays little but is interesting. I think i will always enjoy work. But not get up at dark thirty in the morning commute with the hoards all consuming work. Ill leave that to the young. Dont expect too much too soon.

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Snowpuppy — Fri, 20 May 2016 01:35:06 GMT

Trust me, I work with people who SHOULD retire but don't.

They desperately hang onto that check and believe someone else should do everything for them.

I'm no kid by any means but if my cognition failed like that I couldn't ask others to do what I no longer can.

Re: Retiring

Goodie2shoes — Fri, 20 May 2016 01:36:03 GMT

I have been retired for 1 month and 11 days LOVIN IT !!!! It took me about the first month to get it out of my head that I needed to prepare on Sunday for going into work on Monday. I carried a brief case with my needed paperwork for my files, my breakfast, lunch, coffee mug and badge so I packed everything the night before and made my lunch. I worked from home the rest of the week. Now Monday mornings are just like Saturday and Sunday mornings, out of bed when I choose, shopping, watching TV etc. I do what I want to do and it's awesome ! I've even met a man online and it's been a great friendship that just may blossom into something wonderful. So just go with it when you are ready and enjoy the rest of your life. Best of luck to you !!

Re: Retiring

Venezia — Fri, 20 May 2016 01:37:31 GMT

@teainlondon - Is there any reason you can't find a part-time job like your DH has done?

I lost my job four years ago through no fault of my own and, at first, looked for a new one. But I'm lucky that I don't have to go back to work and, quite frankly, I don't want to! I like my life with not having anyone to answer to except myself. My time is my own and I have friends that I see, when I want to.

If you can't find a paid job, maybe you could volunteer? You might find "there is life after work"! Better than being depressed and grieving for what was and you'd be making a difference for others. Just a suggestion.

Re: Retiring

Irshgrl31201 — Fri, 20 May 2016 01:40:51 GMT

@teainlondon wrote:
I wish I could tell you how happy I am that I am retired, but I am not. I grieve every day for the interaction with colleagues. I found that many who still work distance themselves and I don't have anything in common with them since I am not in the thick of it. I was busy and going and enjoyed the meetings and discussions. Now that is not a part of my life. I don't like to be by myself. It's just my DH and me. He is retired but still works part time. He has a reason to get out of the house and be with people. I am at home alone.

I mourn every day and often am too depressed to do anything. I was never a housewife; I had domestic help that did the cleaning and cooking. Now that's left to me, and I am a lousy housewife.

I would give anything if I could go back to work.

What about some type of volunteering? I am 46 and the last ten years or so I had planned to retire by the time I was 50 so I could do more volunteer work with a charity I am involved with. I have cut down on my work hours greatly and I find I am volunteering much more than I thought I would. I like this though and find I am spending almost as much as I would a full time job. I am really enjoying it.

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Irshgrl31201 — Fri, 20 May 2016 01:52:29 GMT

@Kalli wrote:
Caught between happiness and sadness. You work your whole life to get to the point when you no longer have to work. At first, retirement is so distant, you just push it to the back of your mind. Then one day, you wake up and realize it's almost here. Where did the time go???

I'm excited but I'm also feeling a sense of loss. Don't get me wrong. I'm looking forward to having more time to do the things I want to do, like go trail riding at 10 am on a Tuesday just because I feel like it. Or staying up late to watch the end of a movie and not having to worry about being tired at work the next day. And of course, my parents are elderly and in need of my help, so this means I'll have more time to be there for them.

It's exciting but I also never thought I'd feel so sad. I'm mourning the loss of my career....but it's not really my career, it's my involvement with the people I've worked with and for all these years. I love what I do but didn't realize it would be so bittersweet to leave and retire. I'll certainly cry on my last day. Sheesh.

Hey @Kalli! I am not retired yet but I have cut down on my hours greatly. I feel the same and that is why I haven't completely stopped working. In my case I wanted to retire early so I could put more time volunteering for a charity I have for a while but didn't have the time to do it as much as I liked to. I find this has made it a lot easier though I still have times where I have momentary freak outs because I truly loved the people I work with and don't want to lose the great connection we have. While we will still see each other socially a good amount, there is a certain camaraderie you do lose if you aren't "in the trenches" with them daily. It is just a natural change and some days are tougher than others but I have found that using my time volunteering has helped because i am still doing something I enjoy and think is valuable.

I never thought I would feel this way. Truth is though, I really always enjoyed working so to go from a full on career to nothing is tough. I don't think I could do that if I didn't have the charity to occupy me. Personally I wish I was the type of person that could be happy doing nothing at all, all day long. I would love to just be happy to float in a pool all day but I find I get very anxious when I do actually do nothing. I am the type of person that wakes up super early with no need to set an alarm. I want to sleep until 9 or 10 am so bad and my body just won't do it!

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Bird mama — Fri, 20 May 2016 01:55:59 GMT

@Kalli Bless your heart and congratulations.

When my last day comes they will probably have to dart me to keep me from laughing hysterically all day.

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dex — Fri, 20 May 2016 01:59:41 GMT

I just don't understand how you can feel bad about having all the time in the world to discover yourself and indulge yourself just doing what makes you happy or captures your interest.I suggest joining a gym and going during the morning hours.The gym is full of people our age at that time and it is really fun taking classes and getting to know people.You would be surprised at the interesting people you can meet there.I really hope that you grow to love your new lifestyle and become busy enjoying your freedom to do whatever comes along each day as you please.

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MaggieMack — Fri, 20 May 2016 02:01:25 GMT

@Kalli, your life will definitely change, but for the better! I basically "retired" when my DH passed and I sold our business. I love waking up early and having a cup of coffee in my swing at a leisurely pace, not having to do anything on a schedule most days. Life is delicious! I do volunteer work, all of it rewarding, but the best is reading every other Tuesday to a group of four and five year olds, who end every session with a group hug around their Readng Buddy. Heaven on earth!

As Dr. Brugh Joy said, have no expectations, make no judgments, and delete your need to understand. You will revel in your new and different life!

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Moonchilde — Fri, 20 May 2016 02:03:39 GMT

I couldn't wait to retire (end of this past January). My profession in healthcare, that I had once been proud of, has been devalued and outsourced over the past 25 years, and I was doubly unfortunate that my last job (17+ years) valued none of us, ever.

I worked in a snake pit with everyone blaming everyone else for every single thing on a daily basis. We all hated each other. Management was completely disinterested. And I could not just go find another job in a specialized field where jobs are scarcer than hen's teeth. Add to that age discrimination, and I was stuck.

The stress was tremendous. I battled hypertension, insomnia and diabetes, as well as constant foot/leg and joint pain over the past 5 years. Many days I dragged myself into the office gritting my teeth in pain. No one cared.

Now that I'm retired I miss NOTHING about my former job. I can sleep in. I can do, or NOT do, precisely what I like. Even though I don't really, deep down, want to work any more, I have looked for part time work and there isn't any remotely close to what I did, and I'm not interested in minimum wage jobs just to have a job.

I will likely ultimately volunteer, possibly at a local food bank or at a senior center. I'd prefer to volunteer at an animal shelter, but both shelters nearby practice euthanasia, and I couldn't handle that.

OP, I understand you feel sad about retiring, but honestly, be glad you're sad - you've been lucky enough to be able to enjoy your working life.

Re: Retiring

Kalli — Fri, 20 May 2016 02:05:41 GMT

@Irshgrl31201 wrote:
@Kalli wrote:
Caught between happiness and sadness. You work your whole life to get to the point when you no longer have to work. At first, retirement is so distant, you just push it to the back of your mind. Then one day, you wake up and realize it's almost here. Where did the time go???

I'm excited but I'm also feeling a sense of loss. Don't get me wrong. I'm looking forward to having more time to do the things I want to do, like go trail riding at 10 am on a Tuesday just because I feel like it. Or staying up late to watch the end of a movie and not having to worry about being tired at work the next day. And of course, my parents are elderly and in need of my help, so this means I'll have more time to be there for them.

It's exciting but I also never thought I'd feel so sad. I'm mourning the loss of my career....but it's not really my career, it's my involvement with the people I've worked with and for all these years. I love what I do but didn't realize it would be so bittersweet to leave and retire. I'll certainly cry on my last day. Sheesh.
Hey @Kalli! I am not retired yet but I have cut down on my hours greatly. I feel the same and that is why I haven't completely stopped working. In my case I wanted to retire early so I could put more time volunteering for a charity I have for a while but didn't have the time to do it as much as I liked to. I find this has made it a lot easier though I still have times where I have momentary freak outs because I truly loved the people I work with and don't want to lose the great connection we have. While we will still see each other socially a good amount, there is a certain camaraderie you do lose if you aren't "in the trenches" with them daily. It is just a natural change and some days are tougher than others but I have found that using my time volunteering has helped because i am still doing something I enjoy and think is valuable.

I never thought I would feel this way. Truth is though, I really always enjoyed working so to go from a full on career to nothing is tough. I don't think I could do that if I didn't have the charity to occupy me. Personally I wish I was the type of person that could be happy doing nothing at all, all day long. I would love to just be happy to float in a pool all day but I find I get very anxious when I do actually do nothing. I am the type of person that wakes up super early with no need to set an alarm. I want to sleep until 9 or 10 am so bad and my body just won't do it!

Hi, @Irshgrl31201, I think volunteering is a great idea for me! I can do it whenever I want and I know my former working friends will appreciate any help I can give them. I actually already told some of my work "peeps" that I'd be back now and then.

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Mz iMac — Fri, 20 May 2016 02:07:28 GMT

Retired at 50. I left the office like & never ever looked back. That was 15 yrs ago.

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Sooner — Fri, 20 May 2016 02:08:19 GMT

@GCR18 wrote:
You can still meet up with your friends from work. Plan a few lunches or dinners before you leave for the upcoming month. I can't wait for that day to come. Unfortunately, it's further out than I'd like. Congratulations, it will be great.

For many it doesn't work that way. After you leave they have little interest in you and your life leaves very little for you to talk about.

Re: Retiring

Bird mama — Fri, 20 May 2016 02:10:10 GMT

@Moonchilde

I've had 35 years in health insurance. Imagine how popular I am since the passage of certain legislation. I don't wear my ID in public, rofl.