https://community.qvc.com/t5/Community-Chat/Please-I-need-help/m-p/77288#M42275 <P>I can't believe I'm actually typing this. My heart feels like it's going to burst in my chest.</P> <P>My Chyna girl is dying. She's almost 21, she was diagnosed with CRF in 2008. </P> <P>I'm having a really, really hard time letting go. I've been waiting for a sign that she's ready, but I'm so scared to make that final decision. </P> <P>The thought of driving to the vet with a living creature, and walking out with only a warm body and no breath, makes me feel crazy. I did this three years ago with my little boy, I just don't know if I can do it again.</P> <P>It's so hard to breath right now.</P> <P> </P> <P> </P> Tue, 10 May 2011 15:40:01 GMT ChynaGirl 2011-05-10T15:40:01Z https://community.qvc.com/t5/Community-Chat/Please-I-need-help/m-p/77288#M42275 <P>I can't believe I'm actually typing this. My heart feels like it's going to burst in my chest.</P> <P>My Chyna girl is dying. She's almost 21, she was diagnosed with CRF in 2008. </P> <P>I'm having a really, really hard time letting go. I've been waiting for a sign that she's ready, but I'm so scared to make that final decision. </P> <P>The thought of driving to the vet with a living creature, and walking out with only a warm body and no breath, makes me feel crazy. I did this three years ago with my little boy, I just don't know if I can do it again.</P> <P>It's so hard to breath right now.</P> <P> </P> <P> </P> Tue, 10 May 2011 15:40:01 GMT https://community.qvc.com/t5/Community-Chat/Please-I-need-help/m-p/77288#M42275 ChynaGirl 2011-05-10T15:40:01Z