Kitchen

[forrestwolf]

I know that this is not actually a food and talk conversation, but it is for me. I had to put my child, of 14.5 years to sleep, mind, she had 4 legs, my Little Savannah, but I cooked for her all the time. I did not over feed her, but I wanted her to experience the best life possible, and food is comfort for me, and I made it comfort for her. I just got her cremains back today, but I went to Sams and Publix and had a hard time shopping, as I always bought for her first, and me 2nd. Most of my cookware and gadgits, which I am addicted to, I bought for her! I could not go down an asile, that I did not want to buy and cook for her. Have any of you other guys had this problem before? I even baked a cake to take to my vet who put her to sleep, and told them she loved to be there under my feet when I was cooking. God only saw for me to have her to raise, and she was my child. How do you move past cooking only for 1 now, when you have been used to trying to please another that you cared for sooooo much, and learn to cook and please youself My life was always her, and cooking, and no, I do not need professional help, just support.